Hi everybody, its me again! I was uploading many videos this last days because I want to achieve the 1k, 4k milestone but I feel down sometimes, I watched websites as "baymack" that pays people to watch others youtubers, and they get paid views; but still is a time that youtube counts; Im as a smaller channel, dont have money to pay people to view my content. And if I had the money I wouldnt do it, because I put a lot of effort on my content, that I feel like I deserve people watching it because they want to, not because their paid to. On the other hand, its fustrating that youtube keep saying I cant monetize any video because I use words as "girl" "woman". My video is about painting a girl on pop art, the flag light on! but you see tons of videos that not keep rules and being monetize any way I'm wondering if all this effort will be worthy someday. I reached the 100$ milestone but now I dont have the 1k subs, Im like 350 away, and only have 152000 minutes watched on the last 365 days!. Im not a quiter, but I need to feed my family anyways.