People can tell when emotions are forced, unless you're a trained actor, or really good at lyingI agree bother! When you start it with the intent on it being a job it really shows in your content, and your fanbase sees that upfront and aren't interested. A lot of big youtuber even have that issue now. You'll see a channel with 900K subs but only 35K views on their videos. Yeah man, meeting people all over the world is really kool!
Dead subs are the worst, I wish we could just manually unsub people from our box, hah